Sitting in my
Room all alone feeling stuck
Sinking in the mud
Swear I lost my mind growing up
With no love
Now I’m fucked up
I promise if you leave tonight
I won’t cry
Numb to it all
Man I can’t feel a thing
You can tell in my eyes
Dark soul body cold
Trying to dig out this hole
Trying to find my hope
Rolling up my dope
Trust these bitches that’s a nope
She got coke all in her nose
My chest on froze
Ice box where my heart should go
I’m always feelin' alone
Running away
Tryna find my happy place
Thought U found it in you
But we’re done it’s through
How am I supposed to learn how to love
When all I do is keep fucking up
I guess I’ll stay All alone in my room
Only place I can’t hurt you
Sitting in my
Room all alone feeling stuck
Sinking in the mud
Swear I lost my mind growing up
With no love
Now I’m fucked up
I promise if you leave tonight
I won’t cry
Numb to it all
Man I can’t feel a thing
You can tell in my eyes
credits
released August 23, 2022
Producer: SACHY
Mix / Master: Joshua H. Pleeter
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